No.487168[Reply]
Ahhh yes, you still believe that it was your choice to stay home and be a shut-in and not socialize. You think you were totally capable of doing that, its just that you chose to not to do it. Yes, you truly believe you had a choice in the matter.
Reality is you didn't have a choice, people could sense something was wrong with you, autism perhaps, or you were just simply short & unattractive and somewhat on the spectrum, and normies, even young normies, are perfectly capable of sensing this.
You didnt have a choice in the matter at all, you stayed home because you had nowhere to go, nobody wanted you because you've always been low status and social repellent, and normies dont want you around them because you lower their status with other normies, by them inviting you to be around them, so you spent all your time never developing these interpersonal skills.
Now your mind tells you that just made a bad choice, when in reality you had no choice, it was over before it even began.
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No.487178
this made me feel more at ease with my state of being, thanks
No.487206
no i actually made a choice to stay inside